May. 2, 2019

NEVER DOUBT, I WILL FIGHT EVIL...FROM ALL DIRECTIONS...UNTIL THE END.

SHORTLY AFTER WINNING THE MISS ARKANSAS TITLE, MY FATHER HAD THIS METAL LICENSE PLATE MADE FOR THE CAR HE BOUGHT ME.

I AM MY FATHER'S DAUGHTER. HE KNEW ME BEST AND LOVED ME MOST AND....HE STILL DOES. I FEEL HIS PRESENCE WITH ME, ALWAYS AND, I WILL NEVER STOP HONORING HIM.

REGARDLESS OF THE EVIL THAT HAS BOMBARDED MY LIFE....FOR ALL OF MY LIFE....IT WILL NEVER BREAK ME OR BRING-ME-DOWN. MY FATHER CONTINUES TO BE MY ROLE MODEL; I WILL NOT STOP FOLLOWING THE EXAMPLE HE SET FOR ME.

MY FATHER, ROY MILLER, WAS A SURVIVOR. HE WORKED HARD ALL HIS LIFE AND----WHEN TIMES WERE TOUGH----HE NEVER GAVE UP OR GAVE IN. INSTEAD, HE JUST WORKED HARDER.

DOES ANYONE BELIEVE I DON'T AND WON'T DO THE SAME?!?!?!

WHEN YOU READ MY BOOK YOU'LL DISCOVER MORE ABOUT MY EX-HUSBAND'S CHEAP AND NASTY WAYS; YOU'LL DISCOVER THAT HE WAS NOTHING MORE THAN A SMALL-TIME, ELITIST ASS WHO WAS----IN ESSENCE----NOTHING.

I'VE SAVED THE "BEST 'TIL LAST". BELOW, I'M SHARING MY EXPERIENCE WITH THE "JUDGE" FROM HELL---THE JUDGE WHO FINALIZED MY DIVORCE. I EXPECTED TO BE SURROUNDED BY LOW-LIFE DURING THE DIVORCE PROCEEDINGS AND....I CERTAINLY WASN"T DISAPPOINTED.

INDULGE ME AS I SHARE A DEVASTATING TIME IN MY YOUNGER LIFE. MY DIVORCE WAS FINALIZED IN MAY, 1973. ALSO...MY EX-HUSBAND'S BIRTHDAY IS IN MAY SO... FOR ME...THE MONTH OF MAY TRIGGERS STRONG EMOTIONS. BELIEVE ME WHEN I STATE: I'M FAR-BEYOND ALLOWING NASTY PEOPLE FROM MY PAST TO HURT ME BUT...I'LL NEVER FORGET THEIR DIRTY DEEDS; I'LL NEVER TRUST THEM OR ANYONE CONNECTED TO THEM...EVER AGAIN.

WHEN I LOOK BACKWARDS AND SEE HOW FAR I'VE COME AFTER YEARS OF BOTH MENTAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE----ESPECIALLY KNOWING I WAS GROSSLY "OUTNUMBERED"....I FEEL DAMN-PROUD OF MYSELF.